I'm sorry that our friendship had to end. I know I should've explained myself better before I just deleted and blocked you on everything. It just hurt so much, knowing that I had already been replaced, and that I was just a rebound friend. Thats not how friendship should work.
When you came to visit me for Christmas and then again for spring, it was one of the most awesome memories I'll ever have of our friendship. I hope you don't hate me, I hope you don't not like me, I just hope you understand that our friendship sort of changed after you became a real person, instead of just an online person.
I felt like you just used me for a time when she wasnt in your life. Now, shes back in your life and you're happy. I'm happy for you. I should've given you some explanation. I should've.
Know that now, I'm happy. He's gonna ask me to marry him and that makes me happy, and we're even looking for a house! Its crazy how life treats you. Maybe one day in the far future, we'll be friends again. Then we'll be happy.
