Dear Char

I know you love me, and I'm sorry that I don't love you the way you do. I mean, I love you. With all my heart. But I just can't be in love with you. If I could become a lesbian just for you, I would, but I can't. I can't tell you how guilty I felt about leading you on like I did, and I know that makes me a horrible person, and nothing I do can make up for it, but I really am sorry. I know this probably won't make you feel any better, but I know that somewhere, someday, you'll find someone much better than me. Someone who really is in love with you and can be as amazing to you as you are too me. I know you don't think I care about you at all, and that I'm only still friends with you because I feel bad, but that's not true. I would forget about Rob anyday just to stay your best friend. I could never hate you.