I miss you and i'm sorry i never visited you in hospital, i should of when i had the opportuinty but i didnt want to get close to you incase you died and now you have.
i only wish i would have taken that chance. Its stupid i get so upset about you not being here when i didn't get to know you that well but i knew you were one of the nicest, most caring people i would ever speak to.
Things are tough at the moment with lots of things and when things get tough my thoughts seem to drift to you and i get the feeling if you were still here, if i was still able to talk to you, you would be able to help me sort out all these problems and give me advice.
When you first died i had a dream and it seemed to me it was a sort of message telling me you were safe.
another sign or dream would be much appreciated, i need to know your okay cause it hurts so much to think your alone and unhappy.
