I should have told youthis a long time ago, but i honesty lack the courage. I know you're in love with me. It's obvious from your little hissy fits and when you get jealous and silent. I know that i've hurt you and been the worst friend possible. I'm sorry for that. I wish I could love you like you want me to, but I can't. I'm just not attracted to you.Yes, when i'm horny, I debate having a quick screw but you're worth more than that. I can't mess around with you and then leave you heartbroken.
I know that I made you this way. I flirt and lead you on. Sometimes, I let you touch me in ways you really shouldnt. I made you think you had a good chance, and then told you about the other person in my life. I led you on because I thought maybe if I couldnt find someone, I could use you as a backup when I get old and no one wants me. I hate how I've made you suspicious and scared because I've lied so often. I hate how I've pushed you to the edge. But i have to be honest. We have no future besides friends.
Please forgive me for stringing you along,
Your closest friend
