Monday, February 25, 2008

Dear make out buddy

Hey, I'm actually in love with you. Like, seriously in love with you. I wish you didn't have a fear of commitment and that you would want to be with me forever. When we were both drunk and you admitted to being in love with me, I think my heart skipped a beat. Perhaps alcohol makes you honest, I don't know, I think about that moment a lot. I also think about when I was crying and you laid there with me holding my hand for hours. I thought you cared about me a lot in that moment.

I know that this whole "make out buddy" thing is just supposed to be just that...

But it's hard to not get my feelings mixed up with kissing and sex, you know?

I know this isn't going to go anywhere, I wish it would, but my expectations of this whole thing between us is very low.

Let's get high together and not worry about a thing, alright? Sound good?

I love you.
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