Dear You

So, are you ever going to talk to me again? I mean, after what you did, I would really appreciate an apology. There's nothing like humiliating someone and then not making an effort to talk to them for over a week. Ha. You have absolutely zero idea what hell I'VE been put through because of your horrible mistake. Wondering if you're going to be alienated from your friends is a whole bunch of fun, trust me, especially when it was never your mistake in the first place. If you never want to talk to me again, fair enough, but at least have the guts to make it final. Don't sit around thinking I'm going to make it all better and remove all the blame from you, you smug bastard. No excuses this time my friend. I'm not going to play dead.

Oh, and by the way, go fuck yourself, seeing as none of your friends will do it for you.

Dear Miss Jordan

I'm sorry that our friendship had to end. I know I should've explained myself better before I just deleted and blocked you on everything. It just hurt so much, knowing that I had already been replaced, and that I was just a rebound friend. Thats not how friendship should work.

When you came to visit me for Christmas and then again for spring, it was one of the most awesome memories I'll ever have of our friendship. I hope you don't hate me, I hope you don't not like me, I just hope you understand that our friendship sort of changed after you became a real person, instead of just an online person.

I felt like you just used me for a time when she wasnt in your life. Now, shes back in your life and you're happy. I'm happy for you. I should've given you some explanation. I should've.

Know that now, I'm happy. He's gonna ask me to marry him and that makes me happy, and we're even looking for a house! Its crazy how life treats you. Maybe one day in the far future, we'll be friends again. Then we'll be happy.