Our friendship is amazing. Our friendship has brought me back to life at a point when I thought my life was completely stagnant. You are not only my friend but someone who has broken my heart repeatedly. How can I stay with you, friendship or otherwise? I see how you are just the perfect Noah to my Allie, the perfect Romeo to my Juliet. You use excuse after excuse, but I am not stupid. Quite the contrary, I am intelligent beyond your comprehension. For some reason my smarts could not protect my heart. No matter how high the IQ, not matter how perfect the grades, I still fell for you.
Every song I hear, every couple I see, every movie I watch, every moment, I am reminded of you. I am reminded of what I ultimately am missing out on. I cannot sleep, I can barely eat; I have fallen so greatly. I cannot do it anymore. I cannot be the perfect girl who just waits until you finally come to your senses. I am walking away. I am turning my heart into stone. I will be the Juliet of no one, not even you.
Tears stream down my face, leaving permanent streaks. Feel my pain, see my love? You are my Romeo. There never was a story more of woe, than this of Juliet and her Romeo…
Love forever and never more,
Me
